Guys thank you so much @ vinay mishra and Kaustubh.. The thing what I'm feeling is.. for a engineering student if he wants to clear gate.. then he must start as early as possible..
I never planned to prepare for exam.. I didn't crack jee so then I decided to take admission in state private college as my cousins helped me with branch.. I had interest in CS long back as I was a cs student in school.. but with my father suggested me to take electrical and even cousins..
I really didn't had any idea about this branch.. infact being interest in cs I took up electrical coz people said it's a core branch you can switch to IT later.. now I really dont feel to get into IT coz I wanted to learn cs engineering in my engineering coz in 4years we learn alot of things.. even
I couldn't have learnt programming and could be working in IT now.. now I really dont have interest in it to join.. since i started my gate preparation.. as after engineering I got 62% in engineering.. I couldn't get through placements.. I didn't had any aim or goal.. didn't wanted to do job oriented courses.. so sat at home for 6 months thinking what should I do..
I was offered job in small companies with 22k salary as supervisor and all but I felt I'll get stuck in that job.. wanted to build my career so I thought alot.. even this time my dad said take gate coaching and let's see where you land.. I begin my coaching since March 2018.. passed out in 2017 as you know.. while preparing I saw students of 2nd year 3rd year coming to coaching..
I lost my confidence as I couldn't manage to be in the pace at which subjects were going on.. after 6 months I was shattered coz my technical basics weren't clear.. i know my reply is getting too long.. sorry for that.. gave gate 2019 and didn't clear.. now what I feel is.. almost 2 years gone..
if I sit and study for gate it might take 1 year to clear my basics and to command on 10 subjects and crack gate might take another 2,3 years.. my sis suggest forget gate for now.. aim for banking.. take up non technical job.. sit and study until you crack banking and then work for 2,3 years if you feel it's not working then resign..
if you feel bank is good for you then be in it and do mba if you wish later.. so I'm in between whether to leave technical or should take banking.. any suggestions please.. thank you for replying to my question.. it means alot. I'm greatful to you all